Tapestry and Sail
She Imagines Herself a Figure Upon Them
A wrong look into heavy stone
And twilight, wove my body,
And I was snowing with the withering hiss of thread.
My head was last, and with it came
An eyesight needle-pointing like a thorn-bush.
I came to pass
slant-lit, Heaven-keeping with the rest
Of the museum, causing History to hang clear of earth
With me in it, carded and blazing. Rigidly, I swayed
Among those morningless strings, like stained glass
Avertedly yearning: here a tree a Lord
There a falcon on fist and eagle
Worried into cloud, strained up
On gagging filaments there a compacted antelope
With such apparent motion stitched to death
That God would pluck His image
Clean of feathers if I leapt or breathed
Over the smothered plain:
the Past, hung up like beast-hides,
Half-eaten, half-stolen,
Not enough.
Well, I was not for it:
I stubborned in that lost wall
Of over-worked dust, and came away
in high wind,
Rattling and flaring
On the lodge-pole craze and flutter of the sail,
Confounding, slatting and flocking,
On-going with manhandled drift, wide-open in the lightning’s
Re-emphasizing split, the sea’s holy no-win roar.
I took the right pose coming off
The air, and of a wild and ghostly battering
Was born, and signed-on
and now steady down
To movement, to the cloth’s relationless flurries,
Sparring for recovery feather-battling lulling,
Tautening and resolving, dwelling slowly.