In the summer of 2008 when wildfire descended on Tassajara Zen Center,
the oldest Zen monastery outside Asia, The Forest Service evacuated all residents.
Five monks turned back and met the fire, saving Tassajara.
—Adapted from Fire Monks: Zen Mind Meets Wildfire at the Gates of Tassajara
It was Dharma Rain
met you, Dharma Rain
from granite wine
pumped from the creek
through PVC pipe
soaking wooden buildings,
dirt, stone, skin—
sprinklers the sound
of sustained violins—
strings creating their own
sultry atmosphere—
your fiery, brass choir
waiting for the director’s baton
to cue you in. It was the Fire
Monk Jazz Quintet
rearranged the score,
re-harmonized the minor-chord flame-song,
Jump, Jive, An’ Wailin’
fire-hose saxophones
swingin’ with your drivin’
hot-rock rhythms
and log-rollin’ bass notes,
cascading down into the smoke-
filled Tassajara gulch,
the whole valley smelling
like the world’s original singe—
you, up on the ridge,
ripping off red blouses
from manzanitas and madrones,
becoming more aroused
with each naked limb, each torso
exposed in firelight.
You crowned them one-by-one,
but couldn’t penetrate
the V-shaped ravine, though you tried
like a groom on his wedding night
but in the end, more out of duty
than desire, you stumbled drunk
into the bed
of the garden, soft
glow buried in her
soil, her mist.
* * *
Conceived of flash
between earth and sky,
I smoldered three days
beneath dust. Born hungry
for live oak, sycamore,
maple—compelled to carve
paths through the chaparral—
maroon-barked manzanita,
chamise, ceanothus, yucca—
to enlighten all flesh
in my oven mouth—
in one breath
to translate a trillion tree lines,
a billion pages of bay laurel
into fire beetles and whispering bells.
O Tassajara,
when your lanterns were lit
along the Engawa
surrounding your zendo
this morning, I saw you—
the frost of your skin, your body,
your vulnerable ground,
fire monk boots making little Buddha-shapes
in the wet dirt.
I saw your treetops aligned
like piano keys,
each taut string
tied to nothingness, waiting
for my vermilion finger
-nailed touch.
Then I turned
to the moist commerce
of your temple gate and yurts,
sheds and chemicals,
pine rooms and cabins,
birdhouse and pool,
your schist stone Buddha,
eyes brushed closed,
buried in the bocce ball court,
calling down my parched tongues
to lap your Dharma Rain, your granite wine,
to suckle the icicle of you.